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Dengan nama Allah yg Maha Pengasih..
Assalamualaikum wrahmatullah..
moga Dia menolong kita, ameen..

alhamdulillah, sabtu lalu saya dijemput datang ke sek..
Allah izin saya mendapat anugerah tokoh kokurikulum 2009.
pendek kata; saya juga tidak tahu apa keistimewaan saya sehingga dipilih.
namun begitu, saya rasa brsyukur yg teramat..
alhamdulillah, dpat juga saya menaiki pentas buat terakhir kalinya di sekolah.
dan yg paling bermakna buat saya; disaksikan mak abah yg tercinta!
alhamdulillah..


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sewaktu profil saya dibacakan, saya melirik ke arah mak..
sayunya hati meihat senyumannya..
saya tidak pasti, adakah mak yg saya amat sayang ini menangis atau tidak,
tetapi dari riak mukanya, saya dapat membaca..
bahawa dia terharu dan bersyukur dengan anugerah tu.
melihat puterinya menaiki pntas,
melihat org menghargai buah hatinya yg tidak seberapa,
semua ibu saya kira.. pasti akan bersyukur..



ketika gambar ayah ditayangkan pula,
saya memandang tepat ke arah abah,
kerana abah duduk di tmpat hadapan sekali,
bersma camera kesayangan 'kami'.. (ha2)
dia menangkap picture saya..
saya tahu, dalam hatinya penuh pengharapan..
agar puterinya ini dapat menjadi qudwah buat org lain..
pada mulanya, mmg air mata hendak mengalir..
saya pejamkan mata..
jika bukan kerana mereka yg banyak monyokong saya,
PASTI saya tidak akan menaiki pntas pada hari itu..
ya Allah, besar sungguh rahmat dan kasihMu..
terlalu banyak kejahilan yang saya buat di dunia ini,
terlalu bnyak perintah yg tidak dlaksanakan,
terlalu bnyak arahan yang tidak dipatuhi..
namun begitu, Dia tetap meberi..
memberi,memberi dan memberi..
apa yg PALING BAIK buat saya..
sering kali saya terfikir,
adakah ini istidraj?? nauzubillah..
saya harap bukan..
saya harap, ini tanda..
ALLAH SAYANGKAN SAYA,
dan DIA mahu saya tahu bahawa..
DIA TIDAK PERNAH MENINGGALKAN SAYA!


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anugrah ini...
tidak pernah saya pinta..
tidak pernah saya bermimpi untuk mendapatkannya..
bukan kerana apa, tetapi saya tahu dn sedar..
sekolah saya mempunyai ramai JUARA..
masakan saya yang tidak punya apa- apa ini akan dipilih..
namun subhanallah..
dalam ramai- rmai calon itu,
DIA ttp memilih saya..
Alhamdulillah..

blk dari mjlis anugerah cemerlang,
sewaktu dalam pejalanan pulang..
abah memberitahu..
Dia pernah membayangkan saya akan menaiki pntas,
untuk menjadi salah seorang tokoh..
namun, melihat keputusan saya yang merosot sewaktu di ting 4,
dia menyimpan hasrat hatinya..
mungkin takut saya kecewa sekiranya saya tidak mampu..
ya Allah, rahmatilah abahku..
sayangilah dia melebihi kasih sayangku kepadanya...


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dikesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan..
TERIMA KASIH yg TAK TERHINGGA buat
guru- guru saya bermula dari;
tadika al-falah(4 tahun),
tadika amal (5-6tahun),
SK Jubli Intan(7tahun),
SK Simpang Rengam(8-12 tahun),
Ma'had Attarbiyyah Al- Islamiyyah(13-15 tahun)
SMK Simpang Rengam(16-17tahun)...
guru-guru inilah yg membentuk saya
mnjadi saya yang sekarang..
NAMUN begitu, perangai buruk saya
TIADA kaitan dengan mereka.. :)

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post ini ditulis bukan untuk membangga diri..
saya cuma mahu berkongsi cerita gembira saya..
bukan gembira kerana mendapat anugerah,
tetapi gembira kerana menggembirakan hati
org yg byk berkorban untuk saya..
siapa lagi kalau bukan MAK ABAH saya..
saya amat sayangkan mereka sebagaimana
kalian sayangkan ibu ayah kalian..
moga Allah memelihara mereka sehingga ke akhirnya..



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saya akan berusaha lebih gigih untuk menjadi yg terbaek.
anda bagaimana...??

perjuangan kita.

Marilah sama- sama membantu sahabat2 kita di sana..
HULURKAN BANTUAN, RINGANKAN BEBAN
moga semuanya mndapat keredhaan ALLAH.
~sentiasa berusaha, mnjadi yg terbaek!~

saya sayang dia fillah!

Dengan nama Allah yg Maha Penyayang..
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah..
moga Allah kekal di hati kita...
insyaAllah..

I create this post especially for her..
she is...
my best friend..
my nice doctor..
my caring sister..
my patient teacher..
my hardworking mas'ul..
this is; JUST FOR YOU..


when did we become friends..??
I can't really remember..
it started in a very simple way..
but it grew in a very special place..
here, in MY HEART!



FRIENDSHIP is something that can last forever.
It has no vows, no rituals..
It only needs people who are willing enough
to care and make friendship a
LIFETIME PROMISE..!!

Real friendship isn't affected by
sosial status, distance or even time..
with a real friend,
you can pick up a relationship where you left it,
no matter how far away you've been,
or how long it's been since you were together,
real friendship isn't tarnished by money or lack of it,
nor it is enhanced by prestige and success.
A real friend will always expect the best of you
and will always stand her ground in defending you.

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we can never say how our friendship would go
and how we'd stay together.
All I know is that even if we'd miles apart,
you'd remain as one of the special piece of puzzle completing my life.
If everything would change and everything would fade,
still I would not break the bond we've made.

The best of friendship doesn't only show when you're together,
it shows when you're apart yet you realize that despite distance and silence,
our friendship still SURVIVES!


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I may not have the widest arm to hug you when you have a problem,
I may not have the best shoulder for you to cry on when you need one,
but I do have the BIGGEST heart to keep you FOREVER..


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you don't need to hear my voice to know that I care..
and you don't have to feel my touch to know that I'm here..
you just have to know that somewhere, somehow I'm always here for you.
caring quietly!

I may not be the most charming friend for you,
or someone special to be proud of..
but for just keeping me in your life is enough reason for me to say
thank you so much for letting me occupy a space!


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when the day comes that you stop needing me,
I'll give you space and leave you alone..
but I'll never stop being here for you.
Because I still want to remain as someone you
never thought you'd still have..

when you don't see something,
it doesn't mean it's not there..
I may not always be visiblle,
but it doesn't take visibility for you to know
that I care..

days end so quick and time run so fast..
we never know how things would last.
but one thing is for sure,
that even without seeing each other,
I'm just here, come what may..

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I can never choose the people who will come into my life,
but I can always choose the one I wanted to stay forever..
those people I know worth keeping..
just like YOU..

call me up when your heart needs company,
take my hand when you feel alone,
turn to me when you need someone to lean on.
because till time runs out..
I will always stay around..


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You've been good to me,
I'm glad to have you around..
if time comes that you feel you haven't done nothing good,
just think of me!
and remember that I do believe that you're worthy enough..
to be treasured forever!

If ever I'll be gone tomorrow,
hope you won't forget the things I did for you..
even if it's not enough to satisfy you,
I just want you to know that in every single thing I did..
I just wanna be a TRUE FRIEND to you..


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I may not always be there when you need me,
but a part of me laughs when you're happy..
and cries when you're sad..
the other part stays strong enough to pray for you..
thats the best things a far friend could do..

take care always dear..
sorry and thanks for everything!
may Allah bless and love our ukhwah..
lurv fillah means forever~♥

sentiasa berusaha menjadi yg terbaek di sisiNYA!
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